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While coordinating the stage manager’s scene breakdown and notes with the costume designer’s costume plot in order to generate a working draft of the costume change tracks for the current show, I am struck by how many separate worlds-in-formation are headed on a direct collision course with each other this week, during tech.

Each department has created a fleshed out whole based on the (same, we hope) script and on various communications between them. But like the telephone game, there always end up being parts that were envisioned quite differently from one end of the common communication line to the other, the drafts being made/rehearsed.

We all, based on our varying degrees of intimacy with the script and the work being done with it to make it an actuality in the “real world” (practice, rehearsal & notes, drafting, plotting, etc.), are busy making mental models of what we imagine will happen when it makes it to the stage. We share a common story and as there is not time for every person in every department to check in with everyone else about every detail of what they are making (my gods, can you imagine? the endless meetings and discussions? scary) we do our thing simply trusting that what we do will fit with what everyone else is doing to make a viable piece of performed art.

We selectively communicate what we have prioritized as the most important things for the other department(s) to know about what we are doing and run with the rest. We trust that the others know their business and are good at executing it in the right way, at the right time, and in the right place. We trust them to make good decisions about their parts and communicate in the overlaps as well. That’s a hell of a lot of discrimination and trust.

The edges of the individual visions of the show that don’t match up perfectly are modified, reshaped, ground down, moved, tweaked, or otherwise coaxed into fitting and supporting the whole of the show when the time comes for all of us to bring our worlds to the same place and play them out at the same time. This is technical rehearsal, whose captains are the director and the various designers.  All these emerging, colliding worlds (along with the long days/nights in the artificial environment of the theater space) cause a distinct warping of the perception of the passage of time and the reality we left outside.  It is magical space. In terms of production-time, it is the secret behind the curtains as much as the literal “behind the scenes” actions are during the course of a show being performed. Rough, bumpy, intensive, frustrating, miracle-producing space.

It is willed mutual annihilation of the particular and multiple individual visions in order to bring about a unified living narrative that will in turn spawn another multitude of uniquely nuanced visions and narratives in the minds and bodies of the audience. With some luck, a few of those audience members will be inspired by the experience to make more art, or perform some other right-action in the world outside the theater-cave. Script to design to tech to performance to audience. One to many back to one back to the many who are composed of ones after all. The creative force undulates through it all.

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Taking it back to the formative stage, from the maker’s perspective:

When one is practicing, a curious disregard of the actual in favor if the imagined ideal/desired end comes into effect. We reach for what we think is possible, and keep repeating our actions in the material until all deviations from the shape of the (imagined) goal in the piece are eliminated. What actually exists at any point in the process is secondary to the conception until the material piece embodies the conception as perfectly as we are able to make it do. Note: this has nothing to do with meaning, and all to do with form and being. Meaning is solely the business of the individual experiencing the art, and outside of what I’m talking about here.

It is not as mechanical and straightforward as it sounds, since in this place there is always more than one player in the game of creation. The environment and material has (and if a collaborative form, the other creators have) a say in what it will and will not be. Paying attention to the formation of the piece during the making will nearly always mutate the inspiration in beneficial ways. It ferments, and no one can say where the improving element comes from until it arrives. Stubbornly holding fast to the original mental picture while ignoring the process, “forcing” the piece is a recipe for a poor fit of inspiration and materiality, dullness, or disaster which amount to about the same thing. It’s laziness that totally wears you out.

In performance (in viewing, in interacting), the materiality of the thing regains dominance. It impacts, it inspires through the senses- visual, tactile, audial, etc.  through the skin, the eye, the gut, through our physical equipment. There is no other way! At least the kind of art I prefer does. If you need to read an essay to “get it”, then it’s not doing its job. Or you aren’t. If it’s finished. If it’s truly an embodiment of something vital, if it has a “self” of its own. And as I said earlier, with some luck it will entice a few viewers to make aesthetic whoopie with it and go on to engender more art.  Material back to imaginative again, and so on.

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2 Carter quotes- audience and distance, pleasure/fun, misc.

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“But on the whole, grief has been privatised and no longer needs special clothes to advertise its presence so that the entire world may see and participate in it. A funeral is no longer an invitation to share a common distress at the ubiquitousness of mortality.  Lou Taylor cites an ‘old-fashioned’ funeral in Sussex, 1971, when twenty black limousines followed a horse-drawn hearse; the deceased was a scrap merchant and the black-clad festival of his interment not so much of another time as from another culture, one in which life is theatre and needs an audience, not one in which life, like television, is best enjoyed in the privacy of one’s own home amid a small circle of close kin.

– Angela Carter, from the review “Lou Taylor: Mourning Dress”, New Society, 1983

What might be substituted for the word “grief”? This seems to apply to a great many more human social activities than perhaps it did in 1983.

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“The bourgeoisie always prefer to experience popular art second-hand, in museums, art-galleries and the pages of coffee table books; that way, you run no risk of actually having any fun, or being forced to submit to the indignity of the Demon Whirl or the Lightning Jets. Since the fun of the fair is entirely sensational – that is, a direct, visceral assault on the senses –  and may be experienced cheaply and without guilt; it has no connotations, not of the erotic, which is all in the mind, but straightforwardly sexual, which is all in the flesh and blood.”

“A fairground is a fun cathedral for the poor. It is visually a hard-edged world, in which most of the decorative detail is two-dimensional, executed in that kind of trompe de l’oeil which deceives nobody and is intended to deceive nobody…Compare the work of the fairground artist, Fred Fowle…with the effects inside a 1930’s super-cinema, the Tooting Bec Granada, say. Fowle’s work is upfront, straightforward, it hits you in the eye; it was he who introduced primary colors into the fairground in the 1930’s. It is decoration which is part of machines  whose function is not to procure dreams but to excite the senses. Not the delineation of an invented reality but an exaggeration of concrete images to do with real sensation. On the other hand, Tooting Bec Granada, with its cyclorama of moving cloud and gallery of mirrors, is an interior constructed wholly of fantasy, of illusion. That is why the marble there is real.”

-Angela Carter, from the article “Fun Fairs”, New Society, 1977

She touches on this theme in her 1974 review of Linda Lovelace’s bio as well. The apparent safety of engagement at a distance, porno films versus in-person sexual experience. The apparent safety of discontinuity? (Ren?) It breeds ghosts. Whatever would she think of fb, of texting?

The word itself, whether spoken or written, is of course the original buffering and interpretive agent for direct experience. The art of it goes way back. Some would say that that particular thing is a prime identifier of what makes us human. Whether it is an active word or a passive word depends on the user. Does it invite-in, as in fantasy stimulating the imagination , or does it confront and impact as in riding the carousel or being slammed about in the bumper cars? Is it primarily visceral or intellectual? What places on the ratio-spectrum between the two does effectiveness thrill begin to wane/pick up?

*In my usage here: word=symbolic thought + markings or sounds that serve to represent other things, actions, or concepts. That are meaning-holders.

Re: inviting-in / confrontation: Objects themselves can be dominant or submissive in regard to their relationship with the wearer/bearer/observer. Jewelry is an easy example of this- beautiful stones set in classic settings are meant to enhance the beauty of the wearer, to draw attention to parts of their body. It is submissive to the wearer. Art jewelry that tends toward the sculptural or an extraordinarily big/flashy/rare brace of jewels demands its own stage (the body of the wearer) and monopolizes visual attention. It has a dominant, assertive aspect.

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Two-dimensional symbols in the personal plane (that which exists in self-conscious and accounted time and space) in the dailies:

XXV: post-invocations, the form on the floor is a diamond.

XXXVI: the eastern point is drawn inwards and becomes identical with the center point. The form resembles the heart symbol.

The central axis remains the same (personal/transpersonal).

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This morning has been a good one in the studio. Am working on the silver lock since I’m still waiting for machinery parts to be made for the other project and use of the electroforming lab at school has become…complicated. I made internal parts yesterday and spent most of this morning sanding and filing and fitting. It’s slow and repetitive, but I love this part. It’s the part where I really get to know the piece intimately, something I lose appreciation for when rushed. This is the time when the piece tells me what it wants to be (because I’m quiet enough inside to hear it).

Complexity and multi-layeredness (is there a better word for that?  surely. ) do not automatically inspire confusion. It’s transparency and acceptance of what has been revealed by looking, really looking, that grants peace whatever the shape(s) of things. Even if mysterious. Especially if mysterious. The harmonizing faculty is the redeemer, the beginnings of “rectificando” in the VITRIOL formula.

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Guitar Goat for T

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Small pierced saw-drawing mounted on JMC manouche guitar.

Brass, ebony

4.8 x 1.6cm ( 1.9 x 0.6 inches)

Not pictured: ceremonial juju enhancement after the handwork was completed.

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two quotes on my mind:

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“Indeed, the study of real-life events is inherently multidisciplinary, methodologies being procedural sets whose goal is to reduce complexity to manageable proportions, abstracting away factors defined as tangential to the explanations at hand. At the same time, however, those who embrace multidisciplinarity sometimes assume that they are above the law of the disciplines  whose boundaries they transgress. The opposite is the case…Multidisciplinarity is not a-disciplinarity, but rather what the word says: multi-. It exacts a higher degree of discipline than conformity to any single methodology.”

-George Lang, from  Making Wawa: The Genesis of Chinook Jargon

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“No culture of the mind is enough to make a garden of your soul.”

-Carl Jung, The Red Book (Liber Novus, “The Desert”)

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Frustrated. It feels like all I’ve been doing for about a month now is reading and drawing. Drawing plans, researching, revising the plans, redrawing the plans, searching for a machinist, transcribing notes from book to computer, drawing some more. I’ve tried to keep my efforts and attention focused on this project and not meander out -with some degree of success- but the downside is that it’s dragging and I get no relief by fleeing to beginning another project.

My instructor assures me that it’s fine, and that all this inertia to overcome is the result of trying to build machinery that doesn’t already exist. Progress is happening, there’s just not much to show for it yet (compared to the other students). I decided that while I’m waiting I should do a piece using a technique that I enjoy and am comfortable with in the mean time. A “quickie” to remind myself that metalwork is actually pretty fun . So I’m making a saw-drawing of a goat in brass, a tiny plaque to go on T’s new manouche gypsy guitar.

Have also been doodling a lot of seal-style abstracted representations of local geological/topographical features. The doodling has also been playful and fun, once I loosened up and allowed myself to do it. I am attracted to the idea of having pictorial representations of aspects of place serve as symbols of value, but want to steer very clear of anything that might look like some kind of commemorative coin or medal. There are plenty of artists (around here especially) who lay the sentimentality on pretty thick when it comes to “place-based” or environmentally-themed art. I don’t find that very interesting.

In relation to the current project, and considering the choice of symbol to convey value, have been thinking about spoken (& written) language as symbols linking a particular sound (or graphic shape representing a sound) with object, concept, or action. To that end, reading about Chinook Wawa, a regional trade language used in the 18th-late 19th c. from north of B.C. to the San Francisco Bay and from the Pacific to the Rockies. Still want to start those Latin lessons, but this seems more pertinent at the moment and satisfies my itch to learn a new language.

The job has also taken up a lot more time and energy than expected due to some unforeseen complications that had to be dealt with. Plus moving the bank account to the credit union, getting the car refinanced and transferring the credit card balance to a CU card has required some attention. 1-800-got-junk hauled away a porch-full of junk I’ve been waiting a long time to clear out.  That feels good.

The dailies continue to anchor and inspire.  As does Jung’s Red Book. Wow. Highly recommended, if only for the illuminations and paintings. The text is a solid example of the conversation resultant from attainment of K&C. I had to wait several months before it was available for check out from the library but it’s quite worth it. It’s the real deal.

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Mint design

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winter to spring

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PRO MOU ARETE
KHAIRE, ARETE
OPISO MOU MNEME
KHAIRE, MNEME
EPI DEXIA MELETE
KHAIRE, MELETE
EPARISTERA AOIDE
KHAIRE, AOIDE

Today has been all about tiny parts, and fitting tiny parts together. File and saw fatigue have hit, so am taking a break from that. The next bit involves more pattern-making, hopefully the last of that for this piece. I’m super-itchy to do some more carving in wood or bone but am exercising restraint and finishing this first.

At the end of January I will begin two classes- an OCAC independent study in metals course on Saturday mornings and figure drawing at Hipbone Studio every Wednesday (except tech Wednesdays) from 1-4. This should satisfy the need for mentoring until March, when I’ll resume the search. This will be the first time I’ll be committing to these while in full show schedule swing, so we’ll see how that goes. I would like to add in a beginning Latin or Greek course, and I’m sure I’ll be able to find a suitable online course for that. No success in locating one that is workable yet, but I’m not too worried.

The above tells me that before mid-January, I need to:
1) Take my list of potential metals course projects/foci and elaborate on at least three of them so that when it’s time to plot my course with the instructor I have several options to talk about.
2) Finish what’s currently on the bench.
3) Do the budget for winter-spring.
4) Take the opportunity NOW to relax a little. Because once the courses start it’ll be a very busy three months.

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let the money flow, but let’s do have a look at the relationship shall we?

Culture Warning: Fall Arts Guides may be dangerous to your health

by Barry Johnson over at Arts Dispatch

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Dali & Moneta

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“The simplest way of refusing any concession to gold is to have some oneself. With gold it becomes quite unnecessary to “engage oneself”.[work for hire under direction] A hero does not engage himself anywhere! He is the very opposite of a servant. One really must have teeth covered with Sartre not to dare to speak like this! So let us be prudent, as Saint-Granier recommends, if we want to permit ourselves to be Nietzchean. All the concrete values of modern painting will remain eternally translatable on the material level into that thing that I personally have always loved: money!

“In compensation, the pure critics who have consistently despised money and been afraid to dirty their hands by touching it may rest assured: the abstract values that they defend in modern paintings will inevitably be converted into absolutely clean, wholly inoffensive and immaterial money. It will be purely abstract money.”

-Salvador Dali, 1956  (from Dali on Modern Art, French & English transl. Haakon Chevalier)

Avidadollars!

(“As everybody knows, Andre Breton baptised Dali “Avida Dollars”. Dali claims that this anagram was his talisman which made “the rain of dollars fluid, gentle and monotonous.” -Chevalier, ibid.)

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talisman 11/30/10

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Disk Talisman for S

bronze 220, copper, sterling silver, brass

5cm x .35 cm / 2 in x .12 in.

obverse: bronze, copper, silver.  Wings pierced and lifted slightly from disk plane along leading edge.

reverse: etched copper

This talisman was created for a sound designer preparing to take his work to the next stage. He has applied for designers’ union membership and is planning a move across country.

The obverse is a glyph of the Solve et Coagula formula. The four wings form a widdershins swastika, a whirling force of dissolution and release. In the next circle inwards and moving in the opposite direction, the motto VIRTUS UNITA FORTIOR- “United Virtue is Stronger” refers to his singularity of desire, focus, and action in accordance with will. The motto reads sunwise, a motion of growth and manifestation. In the center, an opening, a gate. The four stars represent the four royal stars of the Solstices and Equinoxes.

The reverse is a depiction of the various spheres and influences in play for the desired outcome. As lack of connection was stated as the main obstacle to the goal, here each sphere is shown connected to each other sphere. The layout of the connecting “cables” makes a pattern reminiscent of waves, that the patterns of communication between the spheres may have a strong and rhythmic flow.

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talisman s preliminary tracings

obverse tracing, 2″/5 cm bronze plate (“solve et coagula” side)

reverse tracing, 2″/5cm copper disk (“conjunctio” side)

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asphaltum test notes

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Prepared four small pieces of scrap metal (copper, brass, bronze220) and coated them with both thick and thin layers of asphaltum varnish from Rio. Prior to coating the pieces were scrubbed with extra fine pumice and scotch-brite pad in a soapy solution and then thoroughly rinsed. They were then wiped down with 99% alcohol to completely degrease.

Asphaltum was applied with a soft-haired brush moistened with mineral spirits to ease in the spreading.  The  varnish had the consistency of honey and adhered very well. The thin layer was as little as I could get away with and still have full coverage, a film. The thicker coating was about 1/64-32″ thick.  Asphaltum thins super-easily with mineral spirits an cleans up well with that too. I did not find it particularly messy but then again I was meticulous in preparing the working space and in application.

The pieces were left to dry in the unheated studio room (probably about 65* average in there) wit no additional heat lamps or other heat sources. Humidity levels were consistent with indoor fall  Oregon levels – fairly high but not steamy. This makes for slow drying.

What I was aiming for was reaching a firm, wax-like consistently that would be firm enough to lay paper with the image on top of it without smearing or sticking and still be soft enough to first do a sketchy tracing with the scribe through the paper. Then the paper would be removed and the complete image scratched through the asphaltum, and the metal placed in an acid bath for etching.

12:05pm (11/13) asphaltum applied, thick and thin samples.

3:05pm thick and thin layers still liquid, line drawn directly with scribe does not hold.

4:25pm very sticky, direct-drawn line holds in all samples but is easily movable

5:25pm firmer w/tacky surface, line holds in thick & thin samples

6:30pm direct line holds, paper sticks to tacky surface on all samples

Wondered if I could powder the surface and then use paper for tracing. Had no powder on hand, ground up gold glittery eyeshadow and used that. Worked on the thin layer, thick layer moved around too much to be useful even on powdered surface.

7:05pm unpowdered paper peelable but still sticks a little on thinner samples, still to sticky for thick ones. Powdered samples work very well, esp thinner ones. Direct scribed lines hold very well. Some “drag” on thicker samples, though.

8:25pm thinner samples very firm and workable with paper both with and w/o powdering, thicker still gummy but surface firm enough to touch *beginning of good, reliable firmness for scribing though using transfer paper*

10:25am(11/14) still firm but flexible

12:05pm firm, takes impressions well, no sticking on thin & powdered samples, thick samples also ok but move & drag somewhat more.

6:35pm similar state as that  of 12:05, best option seems to be lightly powdered thin layer allowed to set up 16-24 hours, powdered at 6-8 hours in

prep for the next piece